My name is dee and I'm new to the whole LJ thing. I just want people to talk to. People who aren't involved with anything that's going on in my life. I'm sick and tired of hearing but you're always so happy. Life can't be that bad. They don't understand that most of us hold it all in and put up a false face for everybody. We let it tear us up inside as opposed to really letting people in to to our tattered hearts.